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CONTROL
03:34
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i was an excuse for you to have control
i always did as i was told
i always showed my stomach
what is it that i want?
you would tell me what you want me to need
trapped inside of a cell called home
even in my head
i will fucking hate you but i won't ever admit it
guilt in every step that i took
nothing would ever be good enough for you
even when i bow my head
for you to remove
you would push me more and more
till every limb was gone
i was an excuse for you to have control
i won't do as you said now
i won't show my stomach
rotting beneath our feet
hatred that never leaves
happy now just to spite
embracing all the feelings that i used to fight
now you'll never see who i became
you ran from me like a coward
abandoned your family
you coward
rot alone
rot alone
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2. |
BLEEDING OUT
02:40
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i feel it in my face
it comes back now
enter, alter my skin
overthinking again
i'm bleeding
i'm bleeding out
it hurts
it cuts deeper
bleeding
i'm bleeding out
it hurts
it cuts deeper
until i wake up
nightmares plaguing eternal
i hate knowing that it is waiting
for me to fall sleep
i'm so exhausted, i just want to rest
but it won't leave me alone
please let me rest
i can't take much more of this
dreams are suppressed
by a theater of nightmares
visions of dying
being abandoned
loved ones who hate me
grief i'm escaping
memories i'd like to forget
bleeding
i'm bleeding out
it hurts
it cuts deeper
bleeding
i'm bleeding out
it hurts
it cuts deeper
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Codex Obscura North Carolina
i am a depressed meat robot that outputs deathcore about how bad i feel all of the time. i write and record all the music, and most unfortunately, i engineer it as well.
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