1. |
IT WON'T LET ME SLEEP
02:42
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the constant pounding is driving him insane, he's not even sure if it's real or not. everyone was supposed to live forever, but his friends keep dying every time he makes one
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compounding anxiety begins to take a physical toll on him as the pounding gets more aggressive
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3. |
EVERY DIRECTION IS WRONG
04:09
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he feels lost and alone everywhere he goes, the city feels more and more unrecognizable and maze-like every day, including his own apartment
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4. |
WHERE THE HEAD GOES
03:39
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the more hopeless he gets, the more the void consumes him, the harder it becomes to function
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5. |
UNDERSTANDING INFINITY
02:19
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in the midst of existential dread, he begins to hypothesize why his friends are dying; the possibility of death is worse then the embrace, and embracing it makes you slip away
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6. |
BATHED IN BLACK
02:48
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he begins sitting in the dark to imagine what it's like to be dead, discovering that he is more terrified of death than he thought
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7. |
I CAN'T SEE YOU ANYMORE
01:45
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he reflects back on dead friends and the time they spent together, realizing he can't even look at their pictures anymore without breaking down
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8. |
PROMISES BECOME THREATS
04:42
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the more promises that are made of a better life, the worse it feels when it continually doesn't happen
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9. |
3X + 1
02:08
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he finally understands that the pursuit of happiness was what killed his friends and loved ones, so he resigns to his suffering, because he'd rather be alive and miserable than dead and happy
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10. |
UTOPIA
03:04
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he exists in misery
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Codex Obscura North Carolina
i am a depressed meat robot that outputs deathcore about how bad i feel all of the time. i write and record all the music, and most unfortunately, i engineer it as well.
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