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fade ft. kieran eglin

by Codex Obscura

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miira- malice breeding illness everlasting nothing really seems to even matter anymore kieran- i crack a smile and appease them maybe i'm dead maybe i am suffocating miira- what does it help if i can feel my soul escaping? Soothing agony awaits me every time i close the door kieran- i hate this i hate pretending i hate deserving i'm sick of rejecting miira- these little blue shapes i saw blue skies but now i only see the ocean that i'm drowning in finding me revelry, bathe me in misery kieran- holding my hand numbing outside fogging the glass wiping me clean miira- grinning becomes gritting of teeth the air smells of salt and it's burning my skin undulating body under masses of muscle and sinew gives away the illusion of knowing that i'm okay forfeit kieran- you'll live miira- cave in happenstance is everything material harboring, malignant kieran- empty terminal eyes like coffins miira- tell me, how's it feel? teething on a brand new emotion i can trust i don't know if what i'm feeling is even real i see through my eyes but i do not recognize the body blood labored to facetious mimes and dances painted in a frame crooked, cracked to perfection fatal injection of confidence brings me crashing down i thought that i had finally found something that i could live in galvanized and shaking something sated her in her midst another broken promise everything you say, now i will admit i cannot bear to listen anymore kieran- anymore miira- fading to gray i don't know who i am anymore

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a song about the emotional ambivalence of smiling in the face of depression and constantly self-reassuring that life is worth living while simultaneously succumbing to anguish, and the toll that it takes on the ability to know what you're feeling is genuine

keep your head up and look for the good; it's everywhere, you don't have to pretend. i love you

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released September 25, 2018

Miira - everything
Kieran Eglin - guest vocals

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Codex Obscura North Carolina

i am a depressed meat robot that outputs deathcore about how bad i feel all of the time. i write and record all the music, and most unfortunately, i engineer it as well.

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