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panic room

from panic room by Codex Obscura

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agony enveloping the body like a coiled serpent
crushing it to death and rendering the components- now subjected to the weight of the overwhelming burden of everything you never want to do- worthless and meaningless, confined to the floor
pathetic, pouring fluids, a hollowed carcass filled with regrets and fear
powerless and alone

“empty terminal
eyes like coffins
tell me, how’s it feel?”

rapidly aging
i cannot come to terms
there is a pit inside my stomach growing every year
and the bigger it gets, the further i slip
into its grasping hand
waking up feels worse and worse now every fucking day
i hate the sight of my room
and i hate to look out the window and see that same god damned street
that i take to go to the same fucking places
and do the same fucking shit that i do every day of my life in a endless cycle of lies
i hate this place

growing in my veins
replacing all my value
what little flesh remains
i savor the paint that deceives you
when the face is stripped of all of its artificial flesh
and the idea of me emerges
as it weighs heavily on my chest
the gray longs for my warmth as i drown in ichor
the freezing blackness that coats my heart
the leech that drains my blood and leaves me there to die

“mother do you see me when i peel away the skin?
and maybe father doesn’t hear me when i’m needing help again

i just wish i could fucking touch someone without hurting them

i just wish that i could touch someone without hurting them
god dammit look at what you’ve fucking done to me
all i wanted was a family”

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from panic room, released April 1, 2022

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Codex Obscura North Carolina

i am a depressed meat robot that outputs deathcore about how bad i feel all of the time. i write and record all the music, and most unfortunately, i engineer it as well.

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