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Every eye upon me stares with hate and contempt
I can't leave home without feeling followed
Dripping fear like I'm covered in sweat
Will is breaking, hands are shaking and I am alone
Filled with anxiety, I can feel my heart beating inside me

This is the skin I'm at home in, I'm supposed to be confident

I don't belong

This world doesn't want me, I won't be accepted
I can't shake this feeling everybody hates me
I don't want your pity, I just want to finally
Feel like I'm worth something to someone special

I am an embarrassment to everyone I know

I hate myself

It's not my fault

I will never be happy

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from Holy Teachings of Self Defeat, released November 5, 2016

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Codex Obscura North Carolina

i am a depressed meat robot that outputs deathcore about how bad i feel all of the time. i write and record all the music, and most unfortunately, i engineer it as well.

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